Let’s talk about debt. Just the word used to make me cringe, still does, sometimes. I’ve spent my whole life doing battle with it.  I’ve paid off credit cards for about 25 years, paid triple what I owed on them because of finance charges.

Let me get real for a moment, because that is what I have to do.

I’ve been bankrupt twice. I now have one Visa card, one Visa banking card, one health care credit card, one department store  card (that I never use). I have a student loan debt, and a couple of situations where I’m paying off OTHER people’s credit cards because they helped me pay off MY credit cards. (sick, i know)

I’m not going to be a slave to my debt anymore. I’m making a pact with myself to change my consciousness around debt. Cause, let’s face it, I wouldn’t have any debt if I didn’t create it myself. Afterall, who else is running up my bills but me, right?

I’m getting honest about my debt. I own it. It’s the part of my life that I feel yucky about, it gets me down sometimes, it’s been a monkey on my back.

I choose to pay cash as much as possible now instead of whipping out the plastic. I’ve had to live off my credit cards when i was raising my son many years ago.

I’m going to talk about it out loud. I’m gonna be honest about my debt with you. I’m gonna own it.  Love it.  I’m going to embrace it, afterall I incurred this debt, it’s all mine, it’s a part of my LIFE. I am not the type of person to go into denial and pretend that it doesn’t exist in my happy everyday life experience. I am also not the type of person that wants to live with a monkey on my back, an anvil around my neck of pressure, anxiety, and doom.

I got something out of it when I charged up those cards and now I have to PAY.  I don’t like to use the word PAY, I’m gonna use the words, GIVING BACK. I choose to give back what was given to me when I really needed or wanted it.  I like to “give back” and I don’t like the feeling of having to “pay back”. 

 ”Pay back” sounds hard. “Pay up!”,… yuck.  How about “give back”.

I picture myself with my hands out-stretched, filled with money, overflowing amounts of money, happily giving back what I owe to those that helped me when I needed help. Huge piles of money that take care of me and mine and I don’t need or have to incur debt to take care of myself anymore.  Giving back to those who gave me, no questions asked, what I needed and wanted when I needed and wanted it. That feels good to me…. I no longer want to walk around feeling burdened by this heavy feeling of hopelessness called DEBT.  I’m manifesting daily resources to nourish me and to be able to give back to those who were there for me. 

There are two names on every credit card, the instituion’s name that’s giving me the credit and my name that’s doing the spending.  We are both responsible for that debt. Make friends with your creditors. They are probably calling you more than most friends you have. If they call me I’ll wish them a nice day and tell them about my feelings around the debt. I’ll tell them I take full responsibility for my debt and how much I want to give back to them. I won’t avoid them, I’ll make them my friends.

I visiualize my debt evaporating. Each time I imagine pouring piles of money on the debt. The debt gets smaller and smaller and soon disappears and I am left with just massive piles of money that I can now use to take care of myself and those I love.

Like putting out a fire with buckets of water.

I am so grateful for the vast amounts of cash I have to be able to ”give back” what I owe and create more situations where I can aid others who also think they need and want. I choose to see others as rich, flourishing beings that give freely as I give freely knowing that, “what goes around, comes around.”

I choose to give back. No one’s forcing me to do anything. I freely and gratefully and lovingly give back. I don’t OWE anything because I KNOW that I own my debt and it is my CHOICE to give back to those who so easily gave to me. De-mystify your debt. Own it, get to know it up close and personal, like a close friend. Love it and let it go.

For more on this subject go to: Wild Woman’s Path section on this website.

-Cynthia Brown is a conscious trance channeler for over 20 years. Her psychic abilities provide a pure source of insight, guidance and knowledge. Cynthia can also be reached through “commenting” on this website, and is available for private, over-the-phone readings. Contact her for scheduling and rates. You may also email her at: telleroffortune@yahoo.com
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